SHERBET TIGHTS

well...it is true, Jaime Ramirez has stepped down as the fuego head coach. and to think that i thought i was going to that meeting last night to get cut, boy i was way off. so it looks like i still have a chance this season. the club wants to make an announcement of the new coaching staff by next week, so who knows. i guess we just have to wait and see.

i didn't really want to think about this too much earlier and i didn't really want to mention it and sound too much in the dumps on today of all days, but fuck it, i've been drinking.
have you ever had a experience where you are like "wow, that HAD to happen today of all days", the kind of thing lets say for instance, you hear a weird abstract song your old best friend loved on the day she moved to alaska, kinda thing. i know that is weird but here me out.

i am a big fan of a show called studio 60 on the sunset strip, i used to watch it with katie every monday, but hadn't watched it much since we broke up. i would try to keep up and watch an episode every now and again when i could online, but not regularly. so tonight, valentines day, i watch mondays episode. the whole show is about how the main character recalls how he met this woman he loves, but for some reason they keep braking up. the entire show is flash backs to how he met this woman, their first conversations, which brings to him, new revelations.

since about the time i began to warm-up tonight at practice, i have been in some pretty severe physical pain. so when i got home, i decided to have a glass of wine or two with dinner and thought that would help me sleep, but i have not been able to stop my mind. it as all just weird and crazy, and i am probably making no sense, but i didn't really feel like talking to any one person about this, so stupid me decides to post this on a blog for the whole world to see, but i'm a ways into it, so no turning back, and i'm kinda drunk so that doesn't help my judgement at all.

i just couldn't believe my dumb luck that i would watch that tonight. if i had watched it any other night, it still would have hurt, but i was already teetering on self pity because of the date, and it sent me over the edge.

so again to you all, i say cheers(as i tap my wine glass of tobin james, james gang reserve cab sav, to the screen), if you are in love embrace it and don't let go, but if life is a bitch, fuck it, and roll with the punches(i'm trying to fit a whole lot of cliches in) and go down with the ship.

fishy

i really don't know why the anger is there, but it is, so deal. other than that i am sure many of you have taken me off of your links, but i will be alright, why link someone who never writes, i understand. anyways, since my last post, here is the big news, you all know but i will tell you. i got a dui, found out fuego recruited a keeper from Mexico to take MY spot on the team, broke up with my long time girlfriend, played against the armenian national team, kicked the new keepers ass(in a soccer sence), developed some new lingering injuries, went to court and got "raped" for the dui, and have yet to recover from the new injuries, but continue to play injured(and not too shabby), and am continueing to kick the mexican keepers ass, but am getting no recognition from the coaching staff. other than that, there isn't much to say. so i'm sorry for the lack of posts, but i wasn't too proud of the recent events in my life so, there you go. but we live and learn, hopefully...
cheers!